fyhusky: i swear when i get an apartment i’m getting a doll baby husky like this :)
(by kellkennedy)
fyhusky: i swear when i get an apartment i’m getting a doll baby husky like this :)
(by kellkennedy)
i’m moving into my dorm in 6 days. i’m nervous as fuck. seriously. i’m going to miss my mom and dogs so much. they are my comfort zone, as well as my gf, who i have grown alot more attached to in the last week :( and my friends i;m going to miss emily, ashley’s and lloyd..and so much more. but i have to get out while i can or i’ll never get out. i wanna make something of myself and be rich…i wanna be rich really bad :( i wanna be able to take care of my mom and her debt so she can focus on being happy instead of worrying about $ so much. i wanna be able to be independent enough to support my family when i’m like 30 or somethin haha.
i took my gf to lexington the other day for a day or two to see if she liked it..she did. i still think it was kinda of a shock to her though. she can be a home body sometimes but i think she enjoyed all the things you can do. but we spent too much money, that is def something i’m going to have to be careful of when i move. i wish i could invest in something without working..haha that sounds lazy but its true..like put 100 into some kind of project and get paid back for it little by little..i’ve always thought about that.
i finally got to talk/hang out with my best friend Jade. i missed her a whole lot (S/O) i’m so glad she is going to college with me. i wouldnt want anyone else..its weird my gf reminded me how much i trust her and depend on her. :) and i love that my gf loves my friends as much as i do.
since i keep talking about her how about a paragraph about her..before i hate her next week: i cannot believe i am with her. i nor my friends had ANY idea that she would even be an option. it just sucks so much that she has been here the whole time and we didnt even know that we were so compatiable. i love her alot i do. we are terrified about college and being away from each other. but i have faith in this relationship she’s my best friend and i trust her with alot. we will see how it goes.
i’m done venting. pedi with my mom. later.
Architect Who Lives & Works in 78 Square Foot Apartment in Manhattan
I think my dorm is bigger than this guys place
alright, just ramble right? thats all ya gotta do on this thing? doesnt have to be grammtically correct? so people wont judge you right? I probably shuold start practicing typing without errors though, since college is coming up. ah that sentence was too much work. I’ll try harder though. My gf said she would be coming up today to spend all day with me…it’s one o clock and of course I have yet to hear from her. Go figure. Not surprised. She will regret it when I’m in college though for sure. Not. My. Problem. Its that time of month for this female reproductive system…and it HATES it. I fell like shit. I’m going to treat myslef to a comfy bed, fan, heating pad, ice pack, book, and complimentary tampons. joy. I promise these posts will get better. I just havent accomplished anything today for me to talk about. oh but last night was eventful, my mother and I started budgetting for college..aka..we found out that we are gonna have to cut off netflix, sirius xm, satalitte tv, and maybe sell one of the cars for me to afford college…i hate being poor. and i hate being an only child bc she blames ALL expenses on me. i mean seriously dont spoil me with shit and expect me not to complain when you take it all away.. #annoying……..yeah just hashtagged #biteme …i’m not in a very good mood..i should probably go..thanks for reading..if you still are.. oh and shout out to jade nicole for encouraging this!